i had last night perhaps the most scary nightmare i've ever had. but when i finally escaped my apartment Robin pulled me into a building where people were doing a performance in circles and i sat down with them in the back although I was having a panic attack. Everyone (mostly all gay boys from philly) was wearing tall veiled costumes sewn of many fabrics with soft horns and bike helmets and i put one on too and could be safe and calm.
robin, althea, patrick, and my dad (on the phone) were the people I went to for help and safety but none of them could.....